update

hmm. forgot to update.

I told her, she rejected me after two days, heartbroken for a while, talked to her again, everything's fine. I've lost that infatuated feeling.

But. Still wistful. Still wishing. Still twirling like a nearly invisible wind in my mind, in my spirit.

Would that things were otherwise; in my heart it leans slightly towards little wishes that I could find someone here to be a little closer to.

Little dreams, little small wishes; the wind blowing about my ankles, the leaves swirling and passing down the little alleys of life, in the bright rays of the love of the Lord.